the sweetest poison

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heartshapedbones:

stitcheduproses:

sickly-thin:

self-starvation:

I stumbled upon an old photo which was similar to an actual one. I placed them next to each other and was deeply saddened by the amount of destruction and hatred against my body. It only took a few months to get there but I’ve never seen any difference in my reflection no matter how much weight I have actually lost. You just lose one’s grip to reality. I never wanted to ‘fit in’ or to make myself ‘beautiful’, but I thought it would make me happy. I only yearned for happiness. And if it wouldn’t make me happy, I wanted to look at least as sick, fragile and needy as I felt.
Today there is no meaning anymore. The dirtiness that comes with an eating disorder will never make you happy. It is just an illness, a discomforting addiction which keeps me alive and kills me slowly at the same time.

this is really powerful

i miss lisa so much. i honestly hope she’s doing better

fawun:

if i had one wish..

wild-l-o-v-e:

so skinny

skinnybarbieslutz:

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